for us, common folk,

We are approaching the end of another year. scratch that, is it really common? Here are some updates:

- although I have lost weight, I've been merrily gaining some of it back, let's quit that now, shall we?
- lots of fancy images coming your way in the new year, TRUST ME.
- those flowers are in, just as a heads up, they will be POPULAR. I hope.
- by mid-January I will hear news of my film's standing in a festival. Keep those nubs crossed.
- I will be returning to radio airwaves very very soon, maybe even this week!

I have even begun to re-arrange my site, just to spruce things up a bit and make it a bit more lively. In case I do not post until the following year - cheers and may you enjoy where momentarily you stand with yourself.

between you and i

we can make some sense of this. Winter is upon us, well, for some of us. It all depends where you live and I will not judge you for not being a part of it. I wouldn't, honest.

You'll be happy to learn (I assume much, don't I?) that there will be much more content available come January, but that does not mean you should not visit prior to the new year. No sir, you should continue to visit. It makes me feel loved in this digital den. Yes, no 0s but 1s. I assume a 1 would be love. Is it?

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I am now back in Rochester. New York was okay. Yeah, just okay. This country boy needs some fields to run in now and again and what can I say other than that Rochester has plenty of fields to run and fall in love within (with/in?). I hope to do both of those again. Three?

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You want a list to evaluate my progress? Yes, yes you do (in time). Lists keep us busy and allow ourselves to feel accomplished at the end of the week. Let me tell you, I made myself a list and there is a devilish joy in striking out a completed task. I can't say I am hooked, yet, but there is quite an enjoyment in the elimination of such a simple doll. No, I was not the type to seek out enjoyment in the destruction of my toys. I took care of them, and I STILL do. One must value existence, especially when you consider how much has never had the pleasure.

Please exist, I'll love you for it.

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she's not shy

Alright, let's go. I've returned to a world of grey, or gray - your preferance. It's cold. No, I'm cold. There is underwriting associated to a strong hospital (honestly, how is that measured?) and I would like to call the number.

But for some weird reason I count up.

The phone will not ring, nor will I pick it up. But I do check for a dial tone, just in case.

My ear makes a funny sound when I poke it, I will miss it when it stops. Perhaps.

It is still grey (a) outside and my ear is buzzing. The numbers keep going up and I can't keep track. They're greater than before ( >before) that much I am sure of.

But for some weird reason....

I won't pick it up, I already know what the dial tone sounds like. Just a buzz in my ear.


But I forgot what the ring sounds like.